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I am glad I lived with my grandpa from primary school to high school.
I remembered I used to fight with my grandfather for the TV remote control when I was a child.
I liked to watch TV dramas but Grandpa liked to watch the news and weather forecast.
When the iPhone 4 was on the rise, my grandfather bought a replica iPhone 4, and when I was sitting with him watching TV,
he said, "Come here, I've bought you a latest iPhone, and it's cheap"
Grandpa like to eat the snacks I bought him, he like to eat oranges, he like to eat handmade noodles, he like to drink peanut milk...
He would also look at the lunar calendar and worry about my marriage in the future.
Grandpa didn't resist me filming him and ate biscuits for a long time while staring at the camera.
When I held the film camera and told him to look at the camera, he smiled, the most impressive and infrequent smile I've ever seen.
That summer holiday
Grandpa said
he wanted to eat noodles with seafood that my grandma cooked.
I tried to make the same noodle,
but he said
it wasn't as good as your grandma made.
Although I called him "Grandpa" every time and greeted him with greetings of daily life and well-being by the phone,
but our conversations are getting shorter and shorter.
I want to hear you call me by my infant name
I want to give you a hug
I want to cook for you whatever you want
I will remember you forever
and miss you forever
Hope you remember to read the letters I write to you every year
My lovely grandpa
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When I see the soil continually being shovelled
To form a rectangular concave space
Beneath the earth
We gazes sadly at
Another big rectangular box
Above the earth
It waits to be filled
Giving best wishes
Staring at the picture in my hand
I can't feel your gaze anymore
I can't feel your warmth anymore
Can you talk to me again
I want to tell you jokes
I want you to eat the sweetest oranges
The rain drops on the lenses
Forming large and small magnifying glasses
Playing back my childhood
Your middle age
The wind stings my ears
I realized that
You've left me forever
It's no longer the 1,568 km that separates us
It's a galaxy
I can't make you happy when you are asleep
I can't have lunch with you
I can't give you a hug
I can't talk to you
I don't get your calls anymore
You don't initiate conversations with me anymore
Where have you been?
Will I ever see you again?
What do I have to do for you to know
I miss you so much
I miss you so much.
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Please don’t leave me
Please don’t cheat me
Please don’t touch me
Please don’t rely on me
Please don’t believe me
I am glad I lived with my grandpa from primary school to high school.
I remembered I used to fight with my grandfather for the TV remote control when I was a child.
I liked to watch TV dramas but Grandpa liked to watch the news and weather forecast.
When the iPhone 4 was on the rise, my grandfather bought a replica iPhone 4, and when I was sitting with him watching TV,
he said, "Come here, I've bought you a latest iPhone, and it's cheap"
Grandpa like to eat the snacks I bought him, he like to eat oranges, he like to eat handmade noodles, he like to drink peanut milk...
He would also look at the lunar calendar and worry about my marriage in the future.
Grandpa didn't resist me filming him and ate biscuits for a long time while staring at the camera.
When I held the film camera and told him to look at the camera, he smiled, the most impressive and infrequent smile I've ever seen.
That summer holiday
Grandpa said
he wanted to eat noodles with seafood that my grandma cooked.
I tried to make the same noodle,
but he said
it wasn't as good as your grandma made.
Although I called him "Grandpa" every time and greeted him with greetings of daily life and well-being by the phone,
but our conversations are getting shorter and shorter.
I want to hear you call me by my infant name
I want to give you a hug
I want to cook for you whatever you want
I will remember you forever
and miss you forever
Hope you remember to read the letters I write to you every year
My lovely grandpa
———————————————————————————————
When I see the soil continually being shovelled
To form a rectangular concave space
Beneath the earth
We gazes sadly at
Another big rectangular box
Above the earth
It waits to be filled
Giving best wishes
Staring at the picture in my hand
I can't feel your gaze anymore
I can't feel your warmth anymore
Can you talk to me again
I want to tell you jokes
I want you to eat the sweetest oranges
The rain drops on the lenses
Forming large and small magnifying glasses
Playing back my childhood
Your middle age
The wind stings my ears
I realized that
You've left me forever
It's no longer the 1,568 km that separates us
It's a galaxy
I can't make you happy when you are asleep
I can't have lunch with you
I can't give you a hug
I can't talk to you
I don't get your calls anymore
You don't initiate conversations with me anymore
Where have you been?
Will I ever see you again?
What do I have to do for you to know
I miss you so much
I miss you so much.
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Please don’t leave me
Please don’t cheat me
Please don’t touch me
Please don’t rely on me
Please don’t believe me
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虽是永别
但永远想念
很庆幸与爷爷一起从小学生活到高中
记得小学初中那时候经常和爷爷抢电视遥控器
我喜欢看电视剧
爷爷喜欢看新闻联播天气预报
iPhone4兴起的时候他看电视里的购物广告
买了一部高仿iPhone4 当我跟他坐在一起看电视的时候
他说：“你过来，我买了一部苹果手机给你，还很便宜”
爷爷很喜欢吃我买的小零食，喜欢吃砂糖橘，喜欢吃手工面片儿，喜欢花生牛奶...
爷爷还会翻着老黄历小本本跟我说要我找一个什么属相的人，最好还是大几岁的
爷爷也不抗拒我给他摄像
边盯着相机边吃了很久的饼干
当我拿着胶卷相机跟爷爷说看镜头
他笑了
是我印象最深也最少见的笑容
记得有次暑假在家
爷爷说 他想吃奶奶做的臊子面了
我试着做了一碗给他
爷爷说：还是没有你奶奶做的好吃
虽然每次叫着爷爷爷爷
问候着日常和安康
但对话也越来越少
越来越短
再也听不到您唤我的小名了
我想给你一个拥抱
我想做你想吃的东西
我会记得您 永远 想念您
您记得读我每年给您写的信
我可爱的爷爷
虽是永别
但永远想念
很庆幸与爷爷一起从小学生活到高中
记得小学初中那时候经常和爷爷抢电视遥控器
我喜欢看电视剧
爷爷喜欢看新闻联播天气预报
iPhone4兴起的时候他看电视里的购物广告
买了一部高仿iPhone4 当我跟他坐在一起看电视的时候
他说：“你过来，我买了一部苹果手机给你，还很便宜”
爷爷很喜欢吃我买的小零食，喜欢吃砂糖橘，喜欢吃手工面片儿，喜欢花生牛奶...
爷爷还会翻着老黄历小本本跟我说要我找一个什么属相的人，最好还是大几岁的
爷爷也不抗拒我给他摄像
边盯着相机边吃了很久的饼干
当我拿着胶卷相机跟爷爷说看镜头
他笑了
是我印象最深也最少见的笑容
记得有次暑假在家
爷爷说 他想吃奶奶做的臊子面了
我试着做了一碗给他
爷爷说：还是没有你奶奶做的好吃
虽然每次叫着爷爷爷爷
问候着日常和安康
但对话也越来越少
越来越短
再也听不到您唤我的小名了
我想给你一个拥抱
我想做你想吃的东西
我会记得您 永远 想念您
您记得读我每年给您写的信
我可爱的爷爷